Thursday, September 25

Soon after he gets on the train.


Exposition The Family of Migrants, Yasuhiro Ogawa, China, 2011
Fenix Museum

Monday, September 22

Beautiful things


Inventory of things that I am sure about:

  • I love chocolate and cats;
  • Cats are assholes and they hurt those who love them;
  • Too much chocolate is bad for your health;
  • I should probably quit both.
  • I might not be sure if I will ever find it, that rough voice that screams Please stay, I want you, I need you, oh, God, but I'm sure as hell going to try. I deserve it (and I'm writing it down to remind myself later, I will probably need it).

Sunday, September 21

Saturday, September 20

But One became lonely


I keep finding beauty in the most unexpected places, and this must be what life is for...

https://www.reddit.com/r/autism/comments/1njq0yh/when_i_dont_tell_you_i_love_you/


And now I'm back to let you know


 I can really shake 'em down

Thursday, September 18

Wednesday, September 17

Living vicariously, or the art of finding out



Qual é o oposto de "Lasciate ogne speranza, voi ch'intrate"?

Lista de desejos 
(porque "bucket list" soa tão mal)

Ferris wheel
PubQuizz
Mini-golf
Silent disco
Bouncy castle
Skying? Hiking?

Miller's girl

 

Like a fool


 "I hallucinate when you call my name
Got stars in my eyes
And they don't fade when you come my way"

Saturday, September 13

It had been a while since Calliope visited me like this


The goddess of contradictions, white lies and transitions

Something's got a hold of me lately

                       

"Problematic
Problem is I want your body like a fiend, like a bad habit
Bad habit's hard to break when I'm with you"

Monday, September 8

Sonnet

I don't think that I've been in love as such,
Although I liked a few folk pretty well.
Love must be vaster than my smiles or touch,
For brave men died and empires rose and fell
For love: girls followed boys to foreign lands
And men have followed women into Hell.

In plays and poems someone understands
There's something makes us more than blood and bone
And more than biological demands...
For me, love's like the wind, unseen, unknown.
I see the trees are bending where it's been,
I know that it leaves wreckage where it's blown.
I really don't know what "I love you" means.
I think it means "Don't leave me here alone".

Neil Gaiman

Saturday, September 6

Health journey update


But probably will

          


"No, I know
I'm a walking contradiction and it shows
Got a history of being in control
I'm aware that I could end up here alone
But then we spoke
I had a backbone made of glass and then it broke
Now I stay up and I wait here by the phone
If you're ready, all I mean is we could go
And I've never craved someone's attention
As much as yours, thought I should mention that"

Los síntomas del amor son los mismos que los del cólera

 "La curiosidad es otra de las tantas celadas del amor."

Gabriel García Márquez

Before we go

 



Wednesday, September 3

I guess I should know better

 

when it comes to falling.

Monday, August 25

Thursday, August 14