Soon after he gets on the train.

Exposition The Family of Migrants, Yasuhiro Ogawa, China, 2011

Fenix Museum

Beautiful things

Inventory of things that I am sure about:

• I love chocolate and cats;
• Cats are assholes and they hurt those who love them;
• Too much chocolate is bad for your health;
• I should probably quit both.
• I might not be sure if I will ever find it, that rough voice that screams Please stay, I want you, I need you, oh, God, but I'm sure as hell going to try. I deserve it (and I'm writing it down to remind myself later, I will probably need it).

But One became lonely

I keep finding beauty in the most unexpected places, and this must be what life is for...

https://www.reddit.com/r/autism/comments/1njq0yh/when_i_dont_tell_you_i_love_you/

And now I'm back to let you know

 I can really shake 'em down

Swear each night to let her go

Living vicariously, or the art of finding out

Qual é o oposto de "Lasciate ogne speranza, voi ch'intrate"?

Lista de desejos 

(porque "bucket list" soa tão mal)

Ferris wheel

Get tipsy
PubQuizz (The Garden rocks!!)
Mini-golf (Thanks J!)

Christmas market
Naturalis - Leiden

Van Gogh - Amsterdam

Afghan restaurant - Utrecht

Spice Pumpkin Latte (Thanks C!)

Tube slide (Who knew? Thanks T!)

Walking under a tempest of hail (Thanks M!)

Herring, eaten the right way (Gouda)

Windmill (Gouda)
Bouncy castle

Trampoline

Blind date?
Skiing? 

Hiking?

Miller's girl

 

Like a fool

 "I hallucinate when you call my name

Got stars in my eyes

And they don't fade when you come my way"

It had been a while since Calliope visited me like this

The goddess of contradictions, white lies and transitions

Something's got a hold of me lately

                       

"Problematic

Problem is I want your body like a fiend, like a bad habit

Bad habit's hard to break when I'm with you"

Sonnet

I don't think that I've been in love as such,
Although I liked a few folk pretty well.
Love must be vaster than my smiles or touch,
For brave men died and empires rose and fell
For love: girls followed boys to foreign lands
And men have followed women into Hell.

In plays and poems someone understands
There's something makes us more than blood and bone
And more than biological demands...
For me, love's like the wind, unseen, unknown.
I see the trees are bending where it's been,
I know that it leaves wreckage where it's blown.
I really don't know what "I love you" means.
I think it means "Don't leave me here alone".

Neil Gaiman

Health journey update

But probably will

          

"No, I know

I'm a walking contradiction and it shows

Got a history of being in control

I'm aware that I could end up here alone

But then we spoke

I had a backbone made of glass and then it broke

Now I stay up and I wait here by the phone

If you're ready, all I mean is we could go

And I've never craved someone's attention

As much as yours, thought I should mention that"

Los síntomas del amor son los mismos que los del cólera

 "La curiosidad es otra de las tantas celadas del amor."

Gabriel García Márquez

Before we go

 

I guess I should know better

 

when it comes to falling.